sometimes
I just don’t want to wake up every morning in the office ..
I just feel like NOT dreaming of errors and bugs and scaling and servers and code and this and that every night or whenever i get time to sleep .. its been enuff
Checking email is obviously not the first thing that i want to do everyday after waking up ..
enuff of code writing …. enuff enuff enuff..
mujhe gharrrrrrrrr jaanaa hai …….. nahi ghar nahi jaana .. woh aur frust hai ..
i am frust of seeing the rails logs .. kya bakwaas hai woh ..kuch interesting tareeke se nahi dikha sakte woh ..
i just dont want to read blogs about ppls life .. or new rails updates .. or new companys funded.. or new startups .. or rails funde ..or new plugins … or anything .. anything for that sort.. padhne hi nahi hai blog..
I just don’t want to solve any stupid basic linux installation problems or more stupid package installation problems.. file not found .. lib not found errors….. When u have to search for porn, yaa man, go google .. but jab linux ki error puchni hai toh ping arpit jain .. fuck you …
mujhe aisa kuch bhi karna hi nahi hai jismein is chut computer ka involvement ho….
i want someone whom i can tell/share these feelings to/with …. and not write a fucking stupid post about it and brag to the world …. but who has time these days to listen to this bullshit arpitshit …
aur mujhe kuch nahi karna .. kuch bhi nahi karna .. main jaa raha hu …. is duniya se duur .. bahut duur .. sabse duur .. bilkul duuuuur..
Only Sometimes….
Everytime else, I just want the opposite