Saathi sirf woh toh nahi hota jo jeevan bhar saath nibhaaye,
Saathi toh woh hota hai jo jeevan ke kuch palon mein hi jeevan bhar ka saath de jaaye.

i won’t build
my dreams around you
or think of you
every moment of the day

i won’t long
to see your smile
or hear your voice
or hold your hand

i won’t interfere
in your life
or intrude into
your happiness

i won’t want you
to care for me
or be with me
in my sadness

i won’t want you
to laugh with me
and support me
in what i do

but
can i still love you?

Taken from : http://aquitaine.blogspot.com/2008/07/authorization.html. Modified a bit.

I am not a good person.
I lie.
I break promises.
I am selfish.
I hurt people.
I hurt people who love me the most.
I am just like other boys, as they say.
I am not the kind of person you would like to know or be with.
Keep away from me.

Too much love scares me.

class-free life :)

phone-free life :)

love-free life :)

gaim-free life :)

mail-free life :)

female-free life :)

money-free life ;)

honey-free life :)

free-free life :)

life is good :)

and I am happy :)

Nobody said it was easy,
Oh its such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy,
But, No one ever said that it would be this hard

I was just guessing what pulled us apart,
Nothing I can find that could play the card
No question in this world,
speaks as loud as my heart

I have to meet you, tell you I am sorry
You dont know how lovely you are
Tell you, I love you
You still shine in my life as a star

I have to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you, you set me apart
Tell you my secrets, and ask yours
Tell you, you are my intrinsic part.

Nobody said it was easy
Oh its such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
But, No one ever said that it would be this hard

Someday, I will go back to start

Is this the end of all things or is it just the new beginning ?

Whenever in misery, don’t watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S, watch House. Not your House damn it, watch the series “House”. Watching friends won’t help as every second you will feel like you are being mocked. That butt-faced Chandler(Huh!) would laugh at your face and will mock as if you are his chicken(Whaever that means?). “House” can get you out of the misery because you will get to know how to live when you are in misery.

Few other helpers:

Try finding some stones and throwing them real hard on the floor and watch them shatter into pieces.
Caution: Be careful. Watch your toe, it might hurt a lot otherwise. For some people, hurting the toe might help as pain is another way to get out of misery or overlook it. Well, I am not an expert in handling pain, so in my case it only increased my misery.

If you can’t find stones, get your cellphone and throw it real hard(Not on bed damn it. On the floooooooor).
Caution Again: Take out the SIM. You might need it later to talk to your family.

And if that doesn’t help even, grab your laptop and repeat the step. This might help a lot. And well in this case, you might first like to try throwing it on bed.
Caution: Just check for enough money in your pockets or in your parent pockets to get you a new one.

If you have a bike (the one with a motor in it, not the one which I have), get on it and drive real fast.. as fast as you can.. and just try to forget everything. Hitting a bus would be an add-on, just like the free stuff you get on Christmas shopping.

Find a person who you really hate. If you can’t find the person find a picture of him in your laptop(In case you did’t break it yet). If you can’t find that even, draw a picture of him. Assuming that everyone is not a good artist, right his name below the sketch so as to allow you to imagine him. Now start bashing at him real bad. Say all the injectives you can.. Say all the bad things you can. Beat the hell out of him and then rest in peace.

Find a puppy and kick him … (That’s actually jaddas way of making himself happy).
Caution: Don’t do that if its parents are around.

Find a dead snake/frog and press its body(or whatever you call it) to bring out all it ate during its lifetime…

Drinking and/or Smoking might also help. I tried drinking…. a lot…. a lot of water, but it didn’t help. Smoking I couldn’t try as I promised someone that I will not. Damn it. I am God of false promises. If they had the record of the number of promises broken I would feature on the front page of Guiness Book.

Get a Haircut.

Actually I don’t have hammer and nails, so it wasn’t possible for me to go with old father-son hammer-nails story of breaking anger(misery induces anger, if your brain by any chance thought that I got off the topic) and I didn’t even have the tempo to take out the stuck nails from the tree. See, I have a history of not completing the job I am allotted. So, nails would anyway won’t get out and tree would have to live in pain for its entire life, ofcourse, if some other miser moron finds the poor tree and takes the nails out.

Talk to your best buddy :)

Right a colorful blog like this and watch it again and again.

Maybe it’s intuition
But some things you just don’t question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I’ve found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There’s just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I’m searching for
I think I’ve found my way home

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I’ve found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

You said that it’s a phase
.. That will pass by
With time everything will be k
.. And soon we’ll comply
Old memories will fade away
.. And we’ll be on different way

That time
.. It never seems to come
This time
.. It never seems to end
Which way to go
.. I still don’t know that

It’s not that this makes me sad
.. But I am not happy even
I laugh with people
.. I work with them
But all day and all night
.. I miss you my friend

Tum raasta main ajnabi ..
.. Kyu yeh lagta tha har ghadi ..
Aadhe adhure geet ki ..
.. Ek main kadi, ek tum kadi ..

Tumhe dekh kar lagta tha yeh ..
.. Tum bane hi ho mere Vaaste ..
Milna tha hi hamein magar ..
.. Hum na mile toh naa sahi ..

Aate hai musaafir …
Yun jaate hai Musaafir …
Jaana hi hai sabko …
Fir kyun aate hai Musaafir …