How much important is that your partner trusts you in a relationship ?

So that, when you go out with your friends of opposite sex, he won’t be asking any questions to you, by that I mean questions which question your integrity/loyalty.

Whenever you talk to a friend of yours in some misery, he won’t think that you are cheating on him.

Even if you talk to a friend of yours for whom you had crush earlier, isn’t it important for him to believe in you and trust that you are not doing anything wrong.

Is this insecurity a good thing or a bad one ?

When God takes something away from your grasp…
He is not punishing you
But he is simply emptying your hands …
For you to receive something better .
Right now, you might now what is that something better .
But with time, you surely would find it…

How strange it is when you find a song which completely express your thoughts & feelings. Second time it happened in last couple of days.. I am just in love with the song..

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead,
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I’ve been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can’t seem to move on!

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I’ve been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can’t make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs,
I know that it’s out there,
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I’m open to your suggestions.

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can’t make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end!

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love,
I can’t make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end!

It’s never been easy for me
To find words to go along, with a melody
But this time there’s actually something, on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines

Since I’ve met you, my whole life has changed
It’s not just my thoughts,  you’ve changed
I was living in the past, but somehow you’ve brought me back
And I haven’t felt like this since before I relaxed

And while I know, based on my track record
I might not seem like the safest bet
All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet

For years I’ve been telling myself, the same old story
That I’m happy to live off my so called, former glories
But you’ve given me a reason, to take another chance
Now I need you, despite the fact, that you’ve killed all my plans

And though I know, I’ve already blown more chances
Than anyone should ever get
All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet
Don’t write me off just yet

-music and lyrics

ever heard about twosome ?? ..

threesome ?? ..

foursome ??

of course you did.

ever heard about handsome ??  :D :P

Now i know why men are called HandSome and women BeautyFool..  so obvious .. pehle kyu samajh nahi aaya .. Huh!

And just when I thought that it’s time to say it all,

God stepped in and said “Wait Son.”

“Doing a mistake is not the mistake, but repeating it is.”

And so I kept my quiet

There are only 3 kinds of people in this world : dicks, pussies and assholes

Pussies think everyone can get along  and dicks just wanna fuck all the time  without thinking it through.

Pussies may get mad at dicks once in a while  because pussies get fucked by dicks.

But then you got assholes.

And all the assholes want  is to shit all over everything.

Pussies may think they can deal  with assholes their way.

But the only thing  that can fuck an asshole  is a dick with some balls.

The problem with dicks is that sometimes they fuck too much.

Or fuck when it isn’t appropriate.

And it takes a pussy  to show them that.

But sometimes pussies  get so full of shit  that they become assholes  themselves.  Because pussies are only an  inch and a half away from assholes.

And you know what you would get if dicks didn’t fuck the assholes ?

You’d get your dick and your pussy all covered in shit.

Hence proved fucked.

Fuck ya.

I just don’t want to wake up every morning in the office ..

I just feel like NOT dreaming of errors and bugs and scaling and servers and code and this and that every night or whenever i get time to sleep .. its been enuff

Checking email is obviously not the first thing that i want to do everyday after waking up ..

enuff of code writing …. enuff enuff enuff..

mujhe gharrrrrrrrr jaanaa hai …….. nahi ghar nahi jaana .. woh aur frust hai ..

i am frust of seeing the rails logs .. kya bakwaas hai woh ..kuch interesting tareeke se nahi dikha sakte woh ..

i just dont want to read blogs about ppls life .. or new rails updates .. or new companys funded.. or new startups .. or rails funde ..or new plugins … or anything .. anything for that sort.. padhne hi nahi hai blog..

I just don’t want to solve any stupid basic linux installation problems or more stupid package installation problems.. file not found .. lib not found errors….. When u have to search for porn, yaa man, go google .. but jab linux ki error puchni hai toh ping arpit jain .. fuck you …

mujhe aisa kuch bhi karna hi nahi hai jismein is chut computer ka involvement ho….

i want someone whom i can tell/share these feelings to/with …. and not write a fucking stupid post about it and brag to the world …. but who has time these days to listen to this bullshit arpitshit …

aur mujhe kuch nahi karna .. kuch bhi nahi karna .. main jaa raha hu …. is duniya se duur .. bahut duur .. sabse duur .. bilkul duuuuur..

Only Sometimes….
Everytime else, I just want the opposite

and suddenly i realized what is important for you and what not

and i think this time i am right

time change

preferences change

people change

everything changes

May be it’s one of those nights

May be i like it better when I don’t say it to You

May be it’s too difficult for me to let it out

May be i am also not sure of it yet.

May be i don’t know it at all

May be i hide it from my own self

May be its behind my own mask

May be You don’t recognized whats hidden besides the mask